posted October 5, 2007 12:15 PM PDT

Limbo rock

This is a really odd moment in my life.

Right now I am just sitting here. Waiting. Waiting to see if one thing will happen so another thing can begin.

I am waiting for a phone call from a loan officer. Hopefully this person will decide that I am fit to receive  a loan for a large sum of money so I can start my business.

I am waiting for that so I can get the place, get incorporated, buy more merchandise, get insured, licensed....

I am waiting for all that before I move out.

In two more weeks I am unemployed. I told my boss I wanted to be open on Nov 1st, so I would work up until then. So he took me off the schedule at the end of this month. I can easily tell him to put me back on, I'm not ready to open (though I might be). But I am ready to find something new.

I might be able to go cook at a brewpub. But I REALLY don't want to cook again.

I might be able to get a job at the newspaper doing design/printing. Good pay, good benefits, not so good hours and its a full time/career kinda thing. Not in my plan.

All this in hinging while my living situation has grown...undesirable. But that is all hinging on emotions.

I hate not being in control. But all I can do is rely on my patience.  Which has been ground razor thin over the past few weeks.

last updated October 5, 2007 12:28 PM PDT

posted October 6, 2007 10:00 AM PDT

It sounds like you've got a few options... it should work out.
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posted October 8, 2007 8:42 AM PDT

very exciting!
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