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posted March 22, 2009 9:15 AM PDT

Yet another dream blog.

I had another 'dream within a dream' dream.

I was a rap pioneer and some actress was behind me, pawing all over me and kissing, biting and sucking on my ear and neck.  There was something special about her.  It felt better than it should've.  It was rapturous.  It was perfect. 

It was wrong.

I woke up and there was this thing clinging to me.  It was like a small to medium sized, black-furred monkey, but it had a more human, feminine face with a human proportioned mouth and it's arms extended like bat wings, but with human-sized lady hands at the joint, mid-wing.  This was the thing that had been freaking on me and it still was.  And it still felt so amazing that I didn't immediately stop it.  It was making my whole body shiver.  I slowly became aware of a different feeling, however.  It felt like something was being drained from me.  Maybe life, or thought, memory, lustful energy...  I don't know, but this thing was feeding on it and I could feel it being siphoned away.  Still, it felt so good that I considered just letting it happen, but the fear of not knowing what was being taken from me finally made me begin to struggle.  After a lot of rolling around and reaching and wrestling, I got a hold on it's neck, small enough for me to squeeze with one hand, and I began choking it.  It was trying to break my grip, but it couldn't.  With my free hand, I was reaching for my phone.  I had to get a picture of this thing or no one would believe me.  As I finally got the phone and flipped it open, the creature started to fade.  Not die, but fade away.  It became translucent, then transparent, and my grip around it's neck started to close in smaller and smaller, as if there was less of the thing to hold, until there was nothing.  There was no longer any material there for me to grip.  The thing faded away and I never got the picture.

Then I woke up to actual reality.

Or, at least...  I hope this is real.

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